Oh, no~ Tomorrow is the day that I start to study again after my mid- semester break. Actually, I really hate this feeling. I dislike the waiting of Chinese New Year painfully and in exciting mood. I am in outstation now. That's why I hope that I am in LCCT Kuala Lumpur now, not in hostel. I hope that I can have Chemistry test earlier since that I have my flight at next morning. That lecturer should be concern the mood and the feeling that wishing back to home and homesick. Although she maybe did not experience this, but I really hope that she can understand the situation.
Again, I am falling in love in blogging. I like the feeling that I can express my feeling and tension here without any concern from anyone. But, I hope I can get some responds from you sometimes. In fact, most of time I do not want this exposed to others, especially you. Sorry that I being so selfish and nor willing to share anything with you. I was having a long conversation with Belle and Shiu Man. They told me a lot about their life stories. Compared to them, my stories are not interesting enough. This is a new experience for me as our conversation ended at 7 a.m. I took a short rest because I have to wash my clothes. =.=lll
I admit that I admire you but a feeling of sadness mixed with happiness appears in my heart when you are with other girl. I decided to keep myself far from you to prevent myself from falling in the trap. Stephanie said that you are so charming when you are playing organ. I did not want to look at that as I prefer you play drum. But, disappointment is more than joyful when you played drums on the last day of 2011. I am wondering, why were you played it so hard until I can feel the anger from your music? Or that is just to express your happiness as she is back? Yes, the unbalancing of your attention on different person hurts me. I thought you wont be such person. But, the truth is YOU ARE HUMAN, same as me, sure act like this. I am sorry that I imagine you as a perfect person. Luckily, I can awake from this dream.
Hmmm, it seems that I am correct in predicting my future. I predicted that I wont get married even falling in love with someone in this life. Huhu..... There are a lot of people joked over me after they listened my prediction. They said that the person who said this is the one who married first. == I think this statement is totally ridiculous. Is that you hope that I will married in short while woh? Sorry la, if I made you disappointed in this. I am clearly know that I wont have market price unless he knows that I am priceless and he can appreciates me. But, the truth is.....????
Su Hee said that I am a positive minded person as I seems that I did not carry any sadness. But, I argued this statement. I am a melancholic person. I am not sure that it is a part of my family or not. I found that each of my family who are included in father side, have slightly melancholic characteristics. I am shocked when I found that John is also same with me, a melancholic. I always make him as my role model in this family as we both in same year and we always share our life details. I am so glad to have him as my cousin. Due to the generation gaps between me and my siblings, I am hard to open my mouth to share my secrets. Haha, Su Hee found that she was wrong after she read my blog posts. There is a melancholic angel stay inside me and it is hidden in the deepest of my heart. I am a Gemini girl and I am so glad that I can change my mood in short while and I am a good liar or actress in pretending I am good! Thanks to mum as she taught me a lot of this. She acts better than me. I am not sure that the alleles that I inherited from her got the alleles of an actress. I hope that I inherited some of them.
That's all for today. Huhu, time to take a nap.... Wish to have a wonderful beginning for this year.
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