I found that I begin to dislike you... I found that I really dislike you from that day. No matter how, finally I know that you are lying from the beginning. Although I know you are my room mate, but it does not represent anything. I don't think that you are close to me. I really hope that you can be a room with her for the next semester.
I dislike you as I dislike the way you do the thing. You cannot plan earlier although you are already 19 years old. You said that you wish to stay in hostel but the easiest thing you also cant take note. The memo already out and you cant noticed it. I did not think that you are worrying about your hostel at all. You also can got mad on me as I told you the memo. You dare to tell me that you just want to chat. FINE! I wont be a stupid again!
Since that you dare to be far from me, I also can do that. Let see who can sustain longer!
That is why Siew Li said that the person from same hometown did not mean anything. Yes, i start to believe it now! Thanks for being this to me.
Wednesday 14 March 2012
Monday 13 February 2012
15 days of CNY (2)
5th day of CNY
I went to Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara to take my IC.. It was the first time I sat in the car that drove by my brother. It was too horrible and made me so frightened here and there. He used to drive his Proton Saga car too long and he cannot drive the Toyota van properly. T.T I was unhappy as I had to go back to KL soon... It seems so short to me as I was not having a long talk with my mum.... My mum and Albert went to Mukah for attending Rita's wedding ceremony. They spent a night at there too. It was the first time I saw she was crying due to my dad's attitude. She was angry of something.
6th day of CNY
My sister, my brother and I were packing our things. Haha, my mum and Albert were back for sending us to KCH and airport respectively. I was totally get shocked when I saw my mum was crying. At that time, I was not confirmed yet but I was totally confirmed with that when my sister updated her status. Haiz, it was short CNY... I met a person that look alike Joshua... Huhu, he was going to Bintulu too..... =.= Hehe, he is not Joshua.
7th day of CNY
I spent one morning at LCCT again. I waited for Erica, Belle, Eva and Stephanie. But, I was a little bit upset when they cannot wait Stephanie with me together. But, I thought it over again and I was released. They were not so close with Stephanie and they were tired too. Hehe, I was sorry for Stephanie too as I was not waiting her till last minute. I had to give the keys to Ping Hui and I scared that I will let her wait too late. Really hope that she can truly forgive me after I apologized from her.
8th day of CNY
Still in CNY mood... Eva hurt her right leg yesterday. Erm, dunno how to cure this as I did not have the experience before. This week was totally made me want to die. Today, I had Chemistry test and I did not do it well. I forgot about the buffer solution!!! T^T The lecturers did not give us the quiz and the writing test. They made me so nervous last night. It was so tiring to being like this. Such a good news, we will have our meeting tomorrow and I have to make sure all questions that played in my mind so long to be answered clearly!
9th day of CNY
Oh no, my physics test!!!! T^T Again, I had to say that I did not do it well... This time, I forgot about the projectile concept. Huhu, this week still got one test which is Calculus test. Hope that everything will be fine. What?!! You cant give me the actual answer on the duration of our study? Our diploma certificate have not approved by MQA yet?!!! How could you do this for me? Everything was not clear enough!!!! Then, how I book the ticket?!!!
10th day of CNY
Oh no, I will have five days holidays which are from this Friday till next Tuesday. =.=lll Haiz, next time I better do a survey on the public holidays before I book the ticket back.. My Chap Goh Mei~~ OK, I go to Sunway Pyramid this Friday!
11th of CNY
Oh, yeah! My Calculus test was done today. Mood to Sunway Pyramid is so high now!!!! Thanks to Andrew as he taught me the way to go to Sunway pyramid!! Huhu, it seems very easy as ABC.. I want to go to USM too, just for visiting the university!! I admitted that I was lazy to talk with you two since that I cant join the you two.
12th of CNY
T^T my money..... Due to the rainy evening, we took a cab and we spent RM 64 for that. Not fun at all due to the taxi!!! But, I enjoyed the trip as I spent all the vouchers at last!!! I bought a dictionary and a lot of stationery. Haha, I really enjoyed but it was damn tired! Huhu......
13th of CNY
Took rest and my stomach was not well.... I was lazy to talk with them. I prefer to keep silence.... Spent a night at pastor's house~
14th of CNY
I was trying to help pastor but she prefer the elder to help her. Hehe, yeah... They always know what did the pastor want. Huhu, thanks be to pastor to let me have a nice lunch today!
15th of CNY
My Chap Goh Mei passed like that...... My sister is coming to here tomorrow. Whatever~ She keeps asking me that the ktm to Ipoh... Luckily, I asked the pastor before. Huhu..........T^T My Chinese Valentine Day...........
Finally, my 15 days of CNY just passed like this~~~~~~~~~~~ Enjoyed a bit..... :P
I went to Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara to take my IC.. It was the first time I sat in the car that drove by my brother. It was too horrible and made me so frightened here and there. He used to drive his Proton Saga car too long and he cannot drive the Toyota van properly. T.T I was unhappy as I had to go back to KL soon... It seems so short to me as I was not having a long talk with my mum.... My mum and Albert went to Mukah for attending Rita's wedding ceremony. They spent a night at there too. It was the first time I saw she was crying due to my dad's attitude. She was angry of something.
6th day of CNY
My sister, my brother and I were packing our things. Haha, my mum and Albert were back for sending us to KCH and airport respectively. I was totally get shocked when I saw my mum was crying. At that time, I was not confirmed yet but I was totally confirmed with that when my sister updated her status. Haiz, it was short CNY... I met a person that look alike Joshua... Huhu, he was going to Bintulu too..... =.= Hehe, he is not Joshua.
7th day of CNY
I spent one morning at LCCT again. I waited for Erica, Belle, Eva and Stephanie. But, I was a little bit upset when they cannot wait Stephanie with me together. But, I thought it over again and I was released. They were not so close with Stephanie and they were tired too. Hehe, I was sorry for Stephanie too as I was not waiting her till last minute. I had to give the keys to Ping Hui and I scared that I will let her wait too late. Really hope that she can truly forgive me after I apologized from her.
8th day of CNY
Still in CNY mood... Eva hurt her right leg yesterday. Erm, dunno how to cure this as I did not have the experience before. This week was totally made me want to die. Today, I had Chemistry test and I did not do it well. I forgot about the buffer solution!!! T^T The lecturers did not give us the quiz and the writing test. They made me so nervous last night. It was so tiring to being like this. Such a good news, we will have our meeting tomorrow and I have to make sure all questions that played in my mind so long to be answered clearly!
9th day of CNY
Oh no, my physics test!!!! T^T Again, I had to say that I did not do it well... This time, I forgot about the projectile concept. Huhu, this week still got one test which is Calculus test. Hope that everything will be fine. What?!! You cant give me the actual answer on the duration of our study? Our diploma certificate have not approved by MQA yet?!!! How could you do this for me? Everything was not clear enough!!!! Then, how I book the ticket?!!!
10th day of CNY
Oh no, I will have five days holidays which are from this Friday till next Tuesday. =.=lll Haiz, next time I better do a survey on the public holidays before I book the ticket back.. My Chap Goh Mei~~ OK, I go to Sunway Pyramid this Friday!
11th of CNY
Oh, yeah! My Calculus test was done today. Mood to Sunway Pyramid is so high now!!!! Thanks to Andrew as he taught me the way to go to Sunway pyramid!! Huhu, it seems very easy as ABC.. I want to go to USM too, just for visiting the university!! I admitted that I was lazy to talk with you two since that I cant join the you two.
12th of CNY
T^T my money..... Due to the rainy evening, we took a cab and we spent RM 64 for that. Not fun at all due to the taxi!!! But, I enjoyed the trip as I spent all the vouchers at last!!! I bought a dictionary and a lot of stationery. Haha, I really enjoyed but it was damn tired! Huhu......
13th of CNY
Took rest and my stomach was not well.... I was lazy to talk with them. I prefer to keep silence.... Spent a night at pastor's house~
14th of CNY
I was trying to help pastor but she prefer the elder to help her. Hehe, yeah... They always know what did the pastor want. Huhu, thanks be to pastor to let me have a nice lunch today!
15th of CNY
My Chap Goh Mei passed like that...... My sister is coming to here tomorrow. Whatever~ She keeps asking me that the ktm to Ipoh... Luckily, I asked the pastor before. Huhu..........T^T My Chinese Valentine Day...........
Finally, my 15 days of CNY just passed like this~~~~~~~~~~~ Enjoyed a bit..... :P
Sunday 5 February 2012
15 days of CNY 2012 (1)
CNY Eve
I arrived at Sibu on 12.30 am from Kuching. Then, I had a chit chat with my parents and hamsters. The best feeling I ever had before. And then I woke up at 10.30 am. Since that my bro woke up earlier than me or he was not sleeping at all, my mum scolded me that I was too late to wake up and she did everything for dinner. Haha, I washed the utensils that are necessary for CNY o... Hehe, I got do something at last. My sister confirmed her break up with her boy friend finally and she was happy with that. I hope she can find a better man after this. Stephanie sent me a message that Royce wanted her to be his girl friend. Actually, I really shocked on Royce's act... Haha, fall in love on 1st sight...
1st day CNY
Wah, this year my aunt sent me so many cookies and I thought that my 2nd uncle will back from Bintulu this year. But he was not coming back this year. Besides that, I visited my all maternal relatives in a day... We were pro.... Aunt Joyce visited to my house too... I was so sorry that Zulkarnain cant visit my house this year. I must invite him next year.
2nd day CNY
I went to my father's boss house and I received two angpao from them. Hehe, I was a little bit shocked when I received two from one house. Hehe, thank you lo.... I felt tired dy...
3rd day CNY
They was not inviting me to their group. Haiz, nevermind la... I was not important to them. Haha, I prefer stay with my friends and I wanted to meet with Xylic but my laziness controlled my mind.....Sorry leh....... haiz...
4th day CNY
I was going out with Wen, Yun, Cheng, and Yin. We visited our primary form teacher. Huhu, her sons are very handsome!!!! They are Herman, Elmund and Kevin??? Hehe, I just know that Herman is super duper handsome!!!!! I like him very much but he is a little bit naughty. At night, I went out with Poh Lee.... Hehe, I had short outing with them... haha~~~
I arrived at Sibu on 12.30 am from Kuching. Then, I had a chit chat with my parents and hamsters. The best feeling I ever had before. And then I woke up at 10.30 am. Since that my bro woke up earlier than me or he was not sleeping at all, my mum scolded me that I was too late to wake up and she did everything for dinner. Haha, I washed the utensils that are necessary for CNY o... Hehe, I got do something at last. My sister confirmed her break up with her boy friend finally and she was happy with that. I hope she can find a better man after this. Stephanie sent me a message that Royce wanted her to be his girl friend. Actually, I really shocked on Royce's act... Haha, fall in love on 1st sight...
1st day CNY
Wah, this year my aunt sent me so many cookies and I thought that my 2nd uncle will back from Bintulu this year. But he was not coming back this year. Besides that, I visited my all maternal relatives in a day... We were pro.... Aunt Joyce visited to my house too... I was so sorry that Zulkarnain cant visit my house this year. I must invite him next year.
2nd day CNY
I went to my father's boss house and I received two angpao from them. Hehe, I was a little bit shocked when I received two from one house. Hehe, thank you lo.... I felt tired dy...
3rd day CNY
They was not inviting me to their group. Haiz, nevermind la... I was not important to them. Haha, I prefer stay with my friends and I wanted to meet with Xylic but my laziness controlled my mind.....Sorry leh....... haiz...
4th day CNY
I was going out with Wen, Yun, Cheng, and Yin. We visited our primary form teacher. Huhu, her sons are very handsome!!!! They are Herman, Elmund and Kevin??? Hehe, I just know that Herman is super duper handsome!!!!! I like him very much but he is a little bit naughty. At night, I went out with Poh Lee.... Hehe, I had short outing with them... haha~~~
Friday 20 January 2012
spent a night again in LCCT
Today is a bad day. I went to Za'Ba College to take the keys. Hoh, such madness at there. I almost want to shocked by myself as I took out the lecture note of Biodiversity of Plantae and Animalia and did the revisions on it! What to do if you are lazy to move and the weather is too warm? The college seems small but they are big when there are two colleges in one area. The cafe is big and comfortable enough.
I am not feeling sleepy in the afternoon but I tried to force myself to sleep. =.=lll I failed to make myself to sleep. I am so tired of waiting the bus to Kuala Lumpur. After I arrived at Kuala Lumpur, I cant have a ride on Star Shuttle as there is few buses only and I met a good and friendly uncle to help me and guide me. But, I still have to turn here and there. I thought I was lost. == It is the 1st time I took the LRT by myself. Luckily I like to ask and follow the flow of people.
I wonder now, how long I have to stay awake without the netbook? But, I am still sleepy although I am with my netbook. The line here is too bad to me for downloading the movies. =.=lll No wonder I am so sleepy as I am waiting the loading process.......... :(
I will go to Kuching today. Hopefully my journey will be safe and the flight don't delay!! This is the 1st time I saw there are so many Chinese in Low Cost and Cheap Terminal (LCCT), Kuala Lumpur. In addition, the highways are fulfilled by the vehicles and the highways seems like so bright like diamonds. Hopefully Belle, Erica and Eva won't facing the traffic jam problem since their flights are in the evening.
Chinese New Year is coming. There is nothing to say and to wish for as I just hope that the duration of my Diploma study is not three years but two years. I planned everything but now? I just hope to hear a good and reasonable explanation for this. If not, I will hate myself and regret for this..... So, DON'T do this for me!!!!
I am not feeling sleepy in the afternoon but I tried to force myself to sleep. =.=lll I failed to make myself to sleep. I am so tired of waiting the bus to Kuala Lumpur. After I arrived at Kuala Lumpur, I cant have a ride on Star Shuttle as there is few buses only and I met a good and friendly uncle to help me and guide me. But, I still have to turn here and there. I thought I was lost. == It is the 1st time I took the LRT by myself. Luckily I like to ask and follow the flow of people.
I wonder now, how long I have to stay awake without the netbook? But, I am still sleepy although I am with my netbook. The line here is too bad to me for downloading the movies. =.=lll No wonder I am so sleepy as I am waiting the loading process.......... :(
I will go to Kuching today. Hopefully my journey will be safe and the flight don't delay!! This is the 1st time I saw there are so many Chinese in Low Cost and Cheap Terminal (LCCT), Kuala Lumpur. In addition, the highways are fulfilled by the vehicles and the highways seems like so bright like diamonds. Hopefully Belle, Erica and Eva won't facing the traffic jam problem since their flights are in the evening.
Chinese New Year is coming. There is nothing to say and to wish for as I just hope that the duration of my Diploma study is not three years but two years. I planned everything but now? I just hope to hear a good and reasonable explanation for this. If not, I will hate myself and regret for this..... So, DON'T do this for me!!!!
Tuesday 17 January 2012
Hummmmmm....
Today, I met a person on Facebook. He had a chat with me and he asked me about my relationship status. The strangest thing is he relates this with my trip. He said that I sure got a boyfriend if I go back to Sibu. =.= Such a ridiculous conversation!
These days, I was too lazy to speak more. Maybe I have too many internal problems and I don't know how to speak it out. First is the friend's problem. Second is the period of my Diploma study. Third is my future. Fourth is my weeks after Chinese New Year. These are my nightmares!!!!!!
Beside that, I am grateful that I met a nice taxi driver last Saturday. Although the fees is over RM 10, he just accepted RM 10. Wow, such a nice taxi driver! He is humuor too~~~ Haha~
I miss you all!!!!! Argh, I try to focus on my study. I can't let my mind to fly here and there again. I have a new target that is, MY POINTER HAS TO BE ACHIEVE ON 3.80 and ABOVE!!!!!
These days, I was too lazy to speak more. Maybe I have too many internal problems and I don't know how to speak it out. First is the friend's problem. Second is the period of my Diploma study. Third is my future. Fourth is my weeks after Chinese New Year. These are my nightmares!!!!!!
Beside that, I am grateful that I met a nice taxi driver last Saturday. Although the fees is over RM 10, he just accepted RM 10. Wow, such a nice taxi driver! He is humuor too~~~ Haha~
I miss you all!!!!! Argh, I try to focus on my study. I can't let my mind to fly here and there again. I have a new target that is, MY POINTER HAS TO BE ACHIEVE ON 3.80 and ABOVE!!!!!
Sunday 15 January 2012
Feel strange
I am so sorry that I dream about you. I dream you were having a meal with your girlfriend. But, you were staring at me and your girlfriend was sad. Yer, you cant do this on me. You know you made me so ashamed and feels very sorry on both of you. I have tried my best to forget you. I am so sorry that I hurt you. If you dare to lure me after this, I will accept your invitation.
Why are you appearing in my dream with that uniform? I am nearly fall in love in you again at that time. What should I do with you? I like you wear the white shirt but you are belonged to others. Therefore, I just can put you as an idol or a white prince. I am not dare to put you as my prince as I am not sure that you are my Mr. Right or not.
I feel so far from you. All of you. Is that five person world too large? Sometimes I am so sad to think on this. I was so depressed and I cant say this to anyone. I have to be independent. I have to try my best... Gambateh....
Why are you appearing in my dream with that uniform? I am nearly fall in love in you again at that time. What should I do with you? I like you wear the white shirt but you are belonged to others. Therefore, I just can put you as an idol or a white prince. I am not dare to put you as my prince as I am not sure that you are my Mr. Right or not.
I feel so far from you. All of you. Is that five person world too large? Sometimes I am so sad to think on this. I was so depressed and I cant say this to anyone. I have to be independent. I have to try my best... Gambateh....
Friday 13 January 2012
what should i say?
I am totally happy to know that my sister posted to Kuala Kangsar for her teaching. But I never think that it will make me cant celebrate my Chinese New Year in Sibu. Then I cannot back to Sibu once during my semester break. I am a little bit disappointed. No hamster and family!Sorry to all of you as I cannot celebrate Chinese New Year with you all......
Besides that, I feel that I am isolated sometimes. I experienced the same thing like her last time. I am tired this time. I really did not want to say anything with them. Don't know why I prefer share some problems with Stephanie. But, I know I have to become more tough to withstand these obstacles. It's time to become independent as there is nobody can accompany me until the last of the life.
Tomorrow is the day I go to KL again for buying Chinese New Year stuffs. Hopefully I can hide this from them since that I have to learn to be independent................
Besides that, I feel that I am isolated sometimes. I experienced the same thing like her last time. I am tired this time. I really did not want to say anything with them. Don't know why I prefer share some problems with Stephanie. But, I know I have to become more tough to withstand these obstacles. It's time to become independent as there is nobody can accompany me until the last of the life.
Tomorrow is the day I go to KL again for buying Chinese New Year stuffs. Hopefully I can hide this from them since that I have to learn to be independent................
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