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Friday, 30 December 2011
A conclusion for 2011, a BRAND NEW start (2)
Haha, I finished my task just now. I gave a greeting to everyone... Almost 100 person I greet. Hoh, it is quite tiring as there are too many person I wish to greet... I almost finished read my books that I bought last 2 days except the Jiajia's Secret. Haha, almost all are comics and there are many images inside them. Hmm, I am the one who behave like a kid. My friends bought the books that are totally fiction or fully written in words. And me??
Now, make target here now for 2012. I hope I can do/ have these in 2012:
(a) Get 3.5 and above in my CGPA;
(b) hamsters can give birth;
(c) know more people;
(d) walk around in more places;
(e) not losing any friends anymore;
(f) my juniors and seniors can enter into UPSI;
(g) save money for travelling and my Xperia Arc S.............
Actually, I still got many targets but these are my main targets. And sorry to LOVE... I think I cant put you as my main target as I am still young and you neither didn't say anything nor take any actions. Maybe we met at the wrong time. If not, I will appreciate you as well. Nevermind, I can put you as my brother. Haha, having brothers is a good thing.
In Christ, we are family!
Prepare for fight for 2012!
Now, make target here now for 2012. I hope I can do/ have these in 2012:
(a) Get 3.5 and above in my CGPA;
(b) hamsters can give birth;
(c) know more people;
(d) walk around in more places;
(e) not losing any friends anymore;
(f) my juniors and seniors can enter into UPSI;
(g) save money for travelling and my Xperia Arc S.............
Actually, I still got many targets but these are my main targets. And sorry to LOVE... I think I cant put you as my main target as I am still young and you neither didn't say anything nor take any actions. Maybe we met at the wrong time. If not, I will appreciate you as well. Nevermind, I can put you as my brother. Haha, having brothers is a good thing.
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| I wish I can! But if you take the action, maybe I will change my mind.... |
In Christ, we are family!
Prepare for fight for 2012!
A conclusion of 2011, A brand new start (1)
Today is 31 December 2011. Erm.... It is the last day of 2011. I have a lot to say to 2011 and I have so many wishes to 2012. Let me do a monthly conclusion for 2011.
JANUARY 2011
I almost lost my mum in that accident. I was not tough enough to face this sudden incident. Can you imagine that facing the loss of family is the most painful obstacle that I never met before? Luckily, I has a lot of friends to give me support, caring and helping. I am so grateful to have you all.
FEBRUARY
I lost a friend in my life. I will always remember her as the best friend and sister. Although I am not so close to her, she influenced my life a lot. My regret is I cant accompany her in her last life journey. I was so sorry about this.
MARCH
I received my SPM result. I was very disappointed on my result but I was shocked that my Science subjects are B+ grades. In addition, the 1119 grade was......! I was prepared for applying the SPA or continue my study in Form Six.
APRIL
I was exhausted! I was so tired to doing the work during members' day. So tiring and made some mistakes. No next time.
MAY
It was the month of my birthday and I started my Form Six student's life. I went to Kapit for my SPA interview. I was so lonely on my birthday. There was nobody wished me. But, I was also kept silence on that and expecting some miracles happen. The truth is NO.
JUNE
I was in UPSI. I was so hard to say goodbye to the friends and I experienced many things through the process. It is the first time I stepped on the foreign land. I was so frightened. But, Siew Li kept on encouraging me. Thanks a lot on the encouragement. I also felt sorry on my parents. I left my sick mum alone in home..... She kept helping me in everything before I departed to Kuala Lumpur. I was so homesick when I was in hostel. My tears were flowing like the tap water. It was the 1st time I did not celebrate my brother's birthday.
JULY
I had my net book lastly. I was trying my very best to adapt the life here. I knew few Chinese, which were Erica, Belinda, Eva, Yuann Chi, Shiu Man, Stephanie, Amy, Joyce and Helen. This is the 1st time I knew so many Malays from different states. I was so ashamed on what did I do in Taman Bernam.... I lost at there...=.= I joined a camp that organised by KHAR and I was badly injured on my arms and legs.
AUGUST
I went to Puchong where is my brother's working place. I was so happy that I can see so many handsome and Chinese here. Haha, it is a good place as there are so many Chinese here although they are Cantonese and I am poor in Cantonese. I had a great time here.
SEPTEMBER
I was busy on preparing for final exam at the end of the month. Before that, I had a camp in Teratak Riverview. The night game was so nice and I wish that I can have that once more! But, I was injured too. I experienced sun burnt on my arms and face. I wish to play water in that river again. This month is the month that Degree students entered and the church activity activated! This is the month that we first met.
OCTOBER
Yes, I finished my final exam and I was ready to back to Sibu for one month. That feeling even stronger when I was in departure hall in LCCT. It is so great in home. I had a great time with my family and hamsters. Haha, sister was also back to the home. I bought some souvenirs for family, Eric and John.
NOVEMBER
Oh, no! I had to come back to UPSI again..... It is hard to me to leave the home, family and hamsters. A female hamster who named White White was lost. I believed that it is finding me as it is missing me. Haha, I must be the best mistress to them. My pointer was not achieved that I expected but I can do it better! Hish, I start my 2nd semester unhappily. The timetable is so........ What a mess!
DECEMBER
It is the last month of 2011. Hope that I can have my sweet memories in this year. I went to the Miles for Christmas carolling. I also went to Mid Valley and Sunway Pyramid. Oh, I am a AB typed person. =.= But I cant donate my blood due to the my dad's Hepatitis B. I forced to take the test again to prove that I am a healthy person. I have to pay the 'loan".....T.T
LASTLY, say goodbye to 2011 and say hi to 2012.....
JANUARY 2011
I almost lost my mum in that accident. I was not tough enough to face this sudden incident. Can you imagine that facing the loss of family is the most painful obstacle that I never met before? Luckily, I has a lot of friends to give me support, caring and helping. I am so grateful to have you all.
FEBRUARY
I lost a friend in my life. I will always remember her as the best friend and sister. Although I am not so close to her, she influenced my life a lot. My regret is I cant accompany her in her last life journey. I was so sorry about this.
MARCH
I received my SPM result. I was very disappointed on my result but I was shocked that my Science subjects are B+ grades. In addition, the 1119 grade was......! I was prepared for applying the SPA or continue my study in Form Six.
APRIL
I was exhausted! I was so tired to doing the work during members' day. So tiring and made some mistakes. No next time.
MAY
It was the month of my birthday and I started my Form Six student's life. I went to Kapit for my SPA interview. I was so lonely on my birthday. There was nobody wished me. But, I was also kept silence on that and expecting some miracles happen. The truth is NO.
JUNE
I was in UPSI. I was so hard to say goodbye to the friends and I experienced many things through the process. It is the first time I stepped on the foreign land. I was so frightened. But, Siew Li kept on encouraging me. Thanks a lot on the encouragement. I also felt sorry on my parents. I left my sick mum alone in home..... She kept helping me in everything before I departed to Kuala Lumpur. I was so homesick when I was in hostel. My tears were flowing like the tap water. It was the 1st time I did not celebrate my brother's birthday.
JULY
I had my net book lastly. I was trying my very best to adapt the life here. I knew few Chinese, which were Erica, Belinda, Eva, Yuann Chi, Shiu Man, Stephanie, Amy, Joyce and Helen. This is the 1st time I knew so many Malays from different states. I was so ashamed on what did I do in Taman Bernam.... I lost at there...=.= I joined a camp that organised by KHAR and I was badly injured on my arms and legs.
AUGUST
I went to Puchong where is my brother's working place. I was so happy that I can see so many handsome and Chinese here. Haha, it is a good place as there are so many Chinese here although they are Cantonese and I am poor in Cantonese. I had a great time here.
SEPTEMBER
I was busy on preparing for final exam at the end of the month. Before that, I had a camp in Teratak Riverview. The night game was so nice and I wish that I can have that once more! But, I was injured too. I experienced sun burnt on my arms and face. I wish to play water in that river again. This month is the month that Degree students entered and the church activity activated! This is the month that we first met.
OCTOBER
Yes, I finished my final exam and I was ready to back to Sibu for one month. That feeling even stronger when I was in departure hall in LCCT. It is so great in home. I had a great time with my family and hamsters. Haha, sister was also back to the home. I bought some souvenirs for family, Eric and John.
NOVEMBER
Oh, no! I had to come back to UPSI again..... It is hard to me to leave the home, family and hamsters. A female hamster who named White White was lost. I believed that it is finding me as it is missing me. Haha, I must be the best mistress to them. My pointer was not achieved that I expected but I can do it better! Hish, I start my 2nd semester unhappily. The timetable is so........ What a mess!
DECEMBER
It is the last month of 2011. Hope that I can have my sweet memories in this year. I went to the Miles for Christmas carolling. I also went to Mid Valley and Sunway Pyramid. Oh, I am a AB typed person. =.= But I cant donate my blood due to the my dad's Hepatitis B. I forced to take the test again to prove that I am a healthy person. I have to pay the 'loan".....T.T
LASTLY, say goodbye to 2011 and say hi to 2012.....
Thursday, 29 December 2011
Missing you, KONG YU YAN @ SIAO JIN
Yu Yan, it has been 10 months... I miss you badly. I think Wan Yin, Siu Cheng and Jing Wen also miss you badly. Your leaving is our loss. My heart and my mind cant accept your absence in our life. Sometimes, you are standing beside me, right? I chose to express my sadness here as there is nobody will see the post here and I am so lonely. Haha, I thought Sing Wei is the angel that you sent to me. But, I found that he is not my angel and he is my little brother. At first, I really cant accept that he was keeping finding me for express his miss to you. It is not truth if I am saying that I was not jealous or envy on you. Times after times, I accepted the truth slowly. You were the centre of positive minded and inspiration. You gave us a lot. I also already know the reasons that you liked to share. I am so sorry that I know it lately. But, I really hope that I can hear your voice again in my dream. It was being so long you were not visit me since I am studying in UPSI. When I was back to Sibu, you were also not visit me.
Today is a rainy day, i think. I always remember that the day you left and the two days after that are rainy days. The sky was also crying of your leaving. We were not tough enough to accept your leaving without any signals. I think you were so happy that Victor got 8A's in his PMR exam. Is that a great new to you?
Yan.... I still wondering that is that my angel? I don't know what is the feeling to him. Am I admire his potential in playing drums or what? I shared it with my friends here, they said that I must be fall in love already. It seems like a ridiculous fact, but I was so shy and embarrassed to hear this. Haha, this just like the incident between Sing Wei and me last time. But, this time is different, i think. He is elder than me and he got some actions too. But, I forced myself to believe that it is normal and he treats me as his sister. I do not know him well. I really wish that he is my angel but he is not taking any action. Haiz.... What should I do with him? Yan, can you tell me in dream tonight? I will waiting you. I believe that I am charming enough.. Hehe.... You also use others' mouth to tell me the truth. I think you better use Stephanie's mouth to tell me the truth. She is my room mate and she is brave to tell anything, just like you. But, you are more special than her.
YAN,
YOU ARE ALWAYS SPECIAL TO ME,
YOU ARE ALWAYS PRETTY IN MY MIND,
YOU ARE ALWAYS LIVE IN MY HEART,
YOU ARE ALWAYS THE CUTEST,
I LOVE U FOREVER!
MY FRIEND, LET US BE SISTERS NEXT LIFE ROUND!
THANK YOU FOR LIVE IN MY LIFE.
THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME IN MY LIFE.
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY CANDLE AND LIGHT IN MY LIFE.
THANK YOU FOR COLORING MY LIFE.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.
I MISS U FOREVER!
*When I am thinking of you, the miles between us disappear... Happy birthday! I will remember you
Today is a rainy day, i think. I always remember that the day you left and the two days after that are rainy days. The sky was also crying of your leaving. We were not tough enough to accept your leaving without any signals. I think you were so happy that Victor got 8A's in his PMR exam. Is that a great new to you?
Yan.... I still wondering that is that my angel? I don't know what is the feeling to him. Am I admire his potential in playing drums or what? I shared it with my friends here, they said that I must be fall in love already. It seems like a ridiculous fact, but I was so shy and embarrassed to hear this. Haha, this just like the incident between Sing Wei and me last time. But, this time is different, i think. He is elder than me and he got some actions too. But, I forced myself to believe that it is normal and he treats me as his sister. I do not know him well. I really wish that he is my angel but he is not taking any action. Haiz.... What should I do with him? Yan, can you tell me in dream tonight? I will waiting you. I believe that I am charming enough.. Hehe.... You also use others' mouth to tell me the truth. I think you better use Stephanie's mouth to tell me the truth. She is my room mate and she is brave to tell anything, just like you. But, you are more special than her.
YAN,
YOU ARE ALWAYS SPECIAL TO ME,
YOU ARE ALWAYS PRETTY IN MY MIND,
YOU ARE ALWAYS LIVE IN MY HEART,
YOU ARE ALWAYS THE CUTEST,
I LOVE U FOREVER!
MY FRIEND, LET US BE SISTERS NEXT LIFE ROUND!
THANK YOU FOR LIVE IN MY LIFE.
THANK YOU FOR ACCOMPANYING ME IN MY LIFE.
THANK YOU FOR BEING MY CANDLE AND LIGHT IN MY LIFE.
THANK YOU FOR COLORING MY LIFE.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.
I MISS U FOREVER!
*When I am thinking of you, the miles between us disappear... Happy birthday! I will remember you
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| Do u remember this? You wants me to be a master of my life. It's my 16th birthday gift. Thank you, yan. |
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| This is the only picture that I took with you. I admit that I was influenced a lot by you. Thank you for being my friend and taught me a lot. |
My heart, my feeling
Haha, it is being such a long time not write any post at here. These days, I was alone in my hostel until last 2 nights. Erica was back from her Genting's trip. We had our great time in our hostel. Haha, we did a great cleaning in our house. Hehe, what to do? I did that as I was boring and I cant accept that I cant join my lovely house's year end cleaning this year. That's why I cleaned my house and I am so satisfy with my work. I gave myself 90% on this. Haha, my house is so clean and tidy.
Yesterday, I was going out with Belle, Erica and Eva. Unluckily,Shiu Man cant join us as she back to KHAR on 30 Dec. We had going to Mid Valley and Sunway Pyramid. Thanks be to God, we arrive at KHAR safely and happily. Hehe, I bought many books yesterday. Most of them are Gemeilia. Haha, it seems like I still a child. But, I am a little bit disappointed as I cant find the book that i have to pay back to the library. So sad... I am still happy that I can learn so many yesterday. The most unforgettable thing is we kept on finding lockers in Sunway Pyramid and Mid Valley. It is so ridiculous and terrible as we are so tired of finding this. Haha, that means most of our time is not shopping and it is FINIDING the LOCKERS! In conclusion, I am so happy with this trip la~ Love you all, always!
I cant understand what happened between us. Is there any chemical change between us? Why can you spoiled my Christmas Eve and Christmas so easily? Both of us are girls but I am wondering that your bravery is so strong than that I expected. I dislike the way you do this to us. Although you locked the post, you hurt us so badly. You asked us: Is that we needed for? But, before that, did you think of yourself? You always got mad on us and we were not daring to speak with you. You never think the correct way to express your anger. You may share the problems with us and we are ready to hear it. But, you chose to be silent and we cannot know what are you thinking in your mind. We do not have any magic as well. You know, I was in bad mood when you sent the message and the post. I was thinking that, my level of tolerate is at which level? This made me see the level and I was so sad and heart broken like the pieces of glass that hit on the ground. You are already 18 and not more a child. You have to carry your responsibility as well. I really hope that you can change your attitude.
These days, I was thinking and feeling so sorry with the guy and the girl. I am so sorry that I was speaking it in wrong ways. But, I am really hope that I can get the forgiveness from you two. Sorry! I should take care of my mouth.
Yesterday, I was going out with Belle, Erica and Eva. Unluckily,Shiu Man cant join us as she back to KHAR on 30 Dec. We had going to Mid Valley and Sunway Pyramid. Thanks be to God, we arrive at KHAR safely and happily. Hehe, I bought many books yesterday. Most of them are Gemeilia. Haha, it seems like I still a child. But, I am a little bit disappointed as I cant find the book that i have to pay back to the library. So sad... I am still happy that I can learn so many yesterday. The most unforgettable thing is we kept on finding lockers in Sunway Pyramid and Mid Valley. It is so ridiculous and terrible as we are so tired of finding this. Haha, that means most of our time is not shopping and it is FINIDING the LOCKERS! In conclusion, I am so happy with this trip la~ Love you all, always!
I cant understand what happened between us. Is there any chemical change between us? Why can you spoiled my Christmas Eve and Christmas so easily? Both of us are girls but I am wondering that your bravery is so strong than that I expected. I dislike the way you do this to us. Although you locked the post, you hurt us so badly. You asked us: Is that we needed for? But, before that, did you think of yourself? You always got mad on us and we were not daring to speak with you. You never think the correct way to express your anger. You may share the problems with us and we are ready to hear it. But, you chose to be silent and we cannot know what are you thinking in your mind. We do not have any magic as well. You know, I was in bad mood when you sent the message and the post. I was thinking that, my level of tolerate is at which level? This made me see the level and I was so sad and heart broken like the pieces of glass that hit on the ground. You are already 18 and not more a child. You have to carry your responsibility as well. I really hope that you can change your attitude.
These days, I was thinking and feeling so sorry with the guy and the girl. I am so sorry that I was speaking it in wrong ways. But, I am really hope that I can get the forgiveness from you two. Sorry! I should take care of my mouth.
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