Thursday, 29 December 2011

My heart, my feeling

Haha, it is being such a long time not write any post at here. These days, I was alone in my hostel until last 2 nights. Erica was back from her Genting's trip. We had our great time in our hostel. Haha, we did a great cleaning in our house. Hehe, what to do? I did that as I was boring and I cant accept that I cant join my lovely house's year end cleaning this year. That's why I cleaned my house and I am so satisfy with my work. I gave myself 90% on this. Haha, my house is so clean and tidy.

Yesterday, I was going out with Belle, Erica and Eva. Unluckily,Shiu Man cant join us as she back to KHAR on 30 Dec. We had going to Mid Valley and Sunway Pyramid. Thanks be to God, we arrive at KHAR safely and happily. Hehe, I bought many books yesterday. Most of them are Gemeilia. Haha, it seems like I still a child. But, I am a little bit disappointed as I cant find the book that i have to pay back to the library. So sad... I am still happy that I can learn so many yesterday. The most unforgettable thing is we kept on finding lockers in Sunway Pyramid and Mid Valley. It is so ridiculous and terrible as we are so tired of finding this. Haha, that means most of our time is not shopping and it is FINIDING the LOCKERS! In conclusion, I am so happy with this trip la~ Love you all, always!

I cant understand what happened between us. Is there any chemical change between us? Why can you spoiled my Christmas Eve and Christmas so easily?  Both of us are girls but I am wondering that your bravery is so strong than that I expected. I dislike the way you do this to us. Although you locked the post, you hurt us so badly. You asked us: Is that we needed for? But, before that, did you think of yourself? You always got mad on us and we were not daring to speak with you. You never think the correct way to express your anger. You may share the problems with us and we are ready to hear it. But, you chose to be silent and we cannot know what are you thinking in your mind. We do not have any magic as well. You know, I was in bad mood when you sent the message and the post. I was thinking that, my level of tolerate is at which level? This made me see the level and I was so sad and heart broken like the pieces of glass that hit on the ground. You are already 18 and not more a child. You have to carry your responsibility as well. I really hope that you can change your attitude.

These days, I was thinking and feeling so sorry with the guy and the girl. I am so sorry that I was speaking it in wrong ways. But, I am really hope that I can get the forgiveness from you two. Sorry! I should take care of my mouth.

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